So it's been almost 5 months since I've sat down to write on this blog. Yikes! I think I have a problem being committed to writing on here...full of good intentions but good intentions don't make getting myself to write any easier! Ha!
Life has been good and crazy since last writing on here. A lot has happened. Let me take you on a quick (really not so quick...you might want to find a comfy chair before diving into this one) run through of the last 5 months.
We first went to the Talladega Gathering in Alabama. It was a really really wonderful Gathering. We became good friends with a camp called Front Gate. They are some pretty amazing people and I am glad to be able to call them my friends! There weren't many people at this Gathering and so we really got to know those that were there.
After the Talladega Gathering our group got some work at NASCAR. This was one intense week of a lot of work! Not something that I think I would like to do all the time but it was a good time of hanging out with our group...although I got put on a job that was separate from everyone else. I got to work inside the track and spent most of my time watching the races. I am not a fan of NASCAR but it was fun watching the cars go flying by and it was fun to watch them crash (and no one got hurt in the crashes)!
After NASCAR we headed back to Minnesota after a minor breakdown in Nashville. Both Ben and I got our jobs back and worked hard for six weeks before heading to the National Gathering.
The National Gathering was in Pennsylvania this year. As I went into this Gathering I was preparing myself for an extremely hard Gathering. Ben's first Gathering was in PA and he said that it was his worst. So that thought combined with my last eastern Gathering (where I was covered head to toe with poison ivy) was all I could wrap my head around. As we headed out on June 18th to the Gathering...I was prepared for the worst! However, I was pleasantly surprised and this Gathering ended up being one of my favorite National Gatherings! The place we camped was very beautiful and though it was in the 80's and 90's for most of the Gathering, our camp had so much tree cover (you could barley see the sky) it was in the 60's and 70's in our camp! We also got to see the Lord work so much in people's lives at this Gathering...we got to love people and see people get healed. Not to mention we camped close to some of our friends from previous Gatherings and it was great fun to see them again!
For me though, this Gathering was so good because I got to do some different things then I normally do at a Gathering. For one, I got to be the cook in our kitchen a few days. Being the cook means that you are in charge of the kitchen that day...it means cooking food all day long and feeding hundreds of people. I really enjoyed cooking in the woods for so many people! It was so fun to see people's faces when they got food when they were so hungry and it was fun being creative in the kitchen with the food that I prepared. It was a lot of work and after 8-9 hours of cooking my brain was mush but so worth it! I also got the chance to do face painting. For me this was a step of faith, as I am not very confident in my ability to paint...especially people's faces! But it was cool because I traded face painting for stories. This means that I would paint someones face after they told me a story about themselves. Often as I listened to their story the Lord would show me a picture of how He saw them. I would then paint that on the person's face...and I believe that the Lord steadied my hand to paint what had come to mind. I loved being able to do this for people and to get the chance to interact with people at the Gathering in this way.
At the National Gathering this year our team from the Jesus Kitchen prayed over me, as we do with each team member. Someone prayed Psalm 126 over me and the end of that Psalm says: "Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy. He who goes out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with him." I am not sure how to share with you that this has become my heart's cry. I have found myself becoming a weeping person, when I think of the kids that I come into contact with at the Gatherings my heart weeps. I want to share a excerpt from my journal: "Because I love you Lord-I will follow you. I will follow you to a people who don't know me, who probably don't care if they know me. I will give up my loved ones-my family-my security and I will follow you because I love you. Because you have done so much for me-I will go. This is not just a trip-it is my life and I am walking into the unknown because I love you Lord." And as I go, I go out weeping because of all that I must leave behind. I have never thought of the cost of going or what I would have to give up, like not seeing my family for long periods of time. But I also go out weeping because of those kids at the Gathering and it is them and the love for them that I feel that truly breaks my heart. I see myself going out with seeds to sow...which is God's love and I weep.
So I ask that you would all continue to journey with Ben and I as we go on this crazy adventure. Please remember us and our friends at the Gathering in your prayers. We are currently in Minnesota until the beginning of October and then we will hit the road again. We are working at getting our crafts going as a means of being financially self sufficient. Ben is doing fork art, where he makes jewlery and sculptures out of forks and spoons. He is calling it BENT ART. And I am making home-made natural soap, which has been a lot of fun! We will be in a craft fair this weekend at Caffetto Cafe in Uptown in Minneapolis. For more information check it out on either mine or Ben's Facebook page.
With all our love,
Ben and T